Hey guys... I've been lingering around the DA seeing masterpieces.. and some, and I've met some great people and I'm so happy about it. DA might just be a trend where fan artist group together or where others shine in there original style.

Either way it great.

And now it's corrupting me in a way.. there has to be some way to describe it. It's a drug.. this makes me happy in some aspects but in the places left untouched.. it's fading. Translation: while some areas I am becoming stronger other areas I've become weaker. An example could be my writing. I've read so many mangas, doujinshi, and comics that I've forgotten how to hold a pen and spill out my psyche.

But when I draw... I become so happy with it and proud. It inspires me.

And I'm doing better in the classes that I used to be poor in and not getting the whole way in the classes I put my heart in. It's nerve wracking.

And one of my dreams.. is to become a great writer and the artist inside of me is killing it!

...

Oh god now I'm crying..

So to do myself a favor I am going to take a break from the DA, just for a while at least. So I can-

so- so I can experience the whole and not the 50%.

I know this rant was confusing to the people who actually read it.. but am I proving my point?

So.

BRB

and a merry christmas to you all!